December 2009
Today is the last day of the year,
a year that consisted of meeting all of my friends, rekindling with old friends, breaking up with my first love, trying it once again, picnics at Colt state park, walks around ponds, carving our names on trees, depression, happiness, new things, new people, new job, shows, The Intel, camp fires, Vanessa and Raquel Guilherme, February vacation, Kevin Soares, Thanks Alaska, the Cape, Stop & Shop...
This morning I woke up to the best text from Vanessa, I love her and Raquel so much, I am so lucky to have the most beautiful, loving, and awesome best friends in the entire world. I can not wait to spend New Years Eve night with those wonderful girls.
I'm excited to see my girls today.
Listen
I miss my friends.
Yeah.
matts here i never want him to leave, even though im on the air mattress and he is standing up talking to my sister and amanda about summer heights high, he is still so close, and soon he will be so far away. i had such a good nice skating with him and nessa and seeing quel and i hate how he has to leave. i’m going to shut my computer and make him sit next to me now. lordy lordy lordy.
Last night was actually a good night. After such a long day at work I picked up Matt and we met up with Mark and Vanessa. Although we lolly-gagged around not knowing what to do for a while, just being with them all made me happy. Matt got me the cupcake charm for my Pandora bracelet, then we had snow ball fights with Mike D and John at Mike’s house, got pizza, met up with Quel and Atem at...
I had a good Christmas Eve
I got so many wonderful things including two pairs of boots I wanted, my Longchamp bag, tons of clothes, a television for my room, a Pandora bracelet from my sister, and Sperries from Matty. I got to spend the entire night with my favorite family members laughing over photo booth effects and eating so much food. I miss Matt I hope he gets everything he wants on Christmas morning, I hope I get to...
Christmas is awesome.
Matthew Stephen Malley,
is another thing I am extremely grateful for this holiday season. I am lucky to have such a wonderful, caring, bright, funny, and easy to get along with boyfriend - there’s nothing more I could ask for. I wish everyone knew how lucky yet blessed I feel everyday when I wake up knowing this boy is a part of my life. Don’t let anyone who catches your attention get away before you say...
Merry Christmas Eve!
Yesterday I ran around all morning finishing my last minute Christmas shopping before work. Once I got out Vanessa, Quel and Savanna came over to exchange gifts and Mark, Ericka, Matt, John, and Shane came by too. It was nice lounging around watching The Grinch with my girls, Matt and Mark. It finally feels like Christmas and I am so thankful for my wonderful friends and all the wonderful things...
I am lucky.
My nose won't stop running
but that isn’t stopping me from anything.
I got to spend my night with Vanessa, Quel, Mark, Atem, and Matt last night, we all made something to eat and lounged around for a while. Matt left around one this morning, I didn’t get to sleep til’ three. I really need to change my sleeping habits, I have been so tired lately from so much work and so little sleep. I wish Matt never had...
Watchthis gives me butterflies.
Good morning December 21st,
today is a beautiful day, it’s the first day of winter. Remember to hold everyone close to you this season, love everything about the people you appreciate dearly in your life, give to give, and make others smile, because this season is a time of love, joy, and merriness. Christmas is just around the corner and the new year is coming up faster than ever. And even after all the roller...
It’s two in the morning and my boyfriend just left.
Yesterday was a good day off from work,
Matt came over bright and early we got bagels at Panera and cuddled for a little before he had to go to his family party. Quel, Vanessa and Chantel came over, we took pictures, acted like retards, and ate tons of pizza rolls. They are the sweetest girls ever, really. We were SO anxious to get to the show considering the fact that all our friends already were there.
Getting there and seeing...
anxiety
attacks with chantel, raquel and vanessa.
I want this. →
Happy 18th Birthday Savanna.
I love you.
my nose is still running
today consisted class, having great talks with my mom about everything, seeing my beautiful sister, hitting up the Natick Mall with Matt, being treated with some cheesecake from The Cheesecake Factory, TV, and cuddles all night long.
This week has been unbelievable and this weekend is looking promising. Savanna’s Birthday is in 5 minutes and I know she is going to have a KILLER one, I...
“Yours is the first face that I saw. Think I was blind before I met you . I...”
– Bright Eyes
My nose is so runny this morning. I would start getting sick during such an important upcoming week and weekend. Off to work, getting out of bed feeling like crap is the hardest thing ever.
Just lovely
I spent the day with Raquel. We met up with Matt at Panera, which was delicious, considering it had been forever since I have eaten Panera. Not to mention, I missed Quel and Matt to pieces already. We went back to Raquel’s for a little and chatted and wrapped a gift. Afterwards Matt and I took a trip to Target and went to Kelsea’s Birthday with Vanessa, Savanna, Mase, and Zak. Bundles,...
“Call me crazy but something strange happened that night between her and me....”
What sucks is when someone says they want you in their life regardless of whether or not it’s in a romantic sense because you are too great not to have in their life, then they just completely eliminate you out of it.
Weekend RECAP.
Thursday I went to Worcester to see Matt. We listened to music all night and I got to meet his broomate Brian, who was actually quite nice.
Friday I picked him up from school, we ran some errands, and headed to his house for a bit. I met up with Lindsay, Vanessa, Savanna, Mark, Quel, Atem, Bundles, Josh, and John afterwards. We all hung out at Mark’s, got Antonio’s, and shot the shit,...
The past four days have been more than I could ever ask for. I can’t remember the last time I have been this happy; it’s seriously been a while. I just woke up with the biggest smile on my face, I am listening to the CD that Matt made me, and am about to quickly get ready work.
I’m really fucking happy.
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I'm feeling alright
like everything is going to be wonderful, like today is going to be beautiful, like everyone that is in my life is supposed to be in my life and for them, I am unconditionally thankful. It’s extremely cold out today, I don’t really mind, I am going to clean my room, bundle myself up, and head to Worcester.
Today I put a list up in my car: Ten things to smile about. I am going to look at that list everyday. So even when things aren’t looking so great I will remember everything that is.
Maybe I am crazy,
actually I know I am crazy, but I don’t care. This is what I have been waiting for. This is what was missing. I’m going after it and never turning back.
colleenboo:
Why can’t I just be pretty? Or at least feel like I am. Or pretend.
I ask myself this everyday, but you are absolutely pretty.
Happy Birthday Alyssa
Kind of wish I could be there. Make it a great one!
danggitslinds: why are you in emilys bed haha
Kayla Castro: idk
Kayla Castro: my room way too hot
danggitslinds: whatre you four?
Kayla Castro: HAHAHHAHAHAH
danggitslinds: my room way too hot
danggitslinds: IS
danggitslinds: lol
Kayla Castro: Youre hysterical tonight man
Kayla Castro: i cnat syop laughing
danggitslinds: actually, the way i said it in my head sounded more chinese actually