February 2010
Mom: Do you work tomorrow?
Me: Mom, I told you a million times, the only day I work this week is Tuesday.
Mom: What are you going to do all week?
Me: Cry.
January 2010
Every girl loves wearing and having their boyfriend’s clothes, especially when their last name is on it. Fortunately for me I got to rob Matt’s sweatpants after I slept over his house last night. He’s never getting them back. They are way too comfortable and I get to see the name Malley every time I look down at them.
I didn’t plan on spending the night last night but...
I can’t get enough of this song.
“I slept with quarters taped to my hickey last night cause I read that works....”
– Kayla Castro
“Good thing you’re studying to be a mortician, cause I am DEAD.”
– Lindsay Hopkins
Being at Roxy last night just ruined the venue of Lupos for me. So, for that matter, I am going to pretend the place I saw girls make themselves look like nothing more than mindless pieces of meat for guys to drool at, touch, and rub their dicks all over was not in the venue where I have seen many of my favorite bands play and met the boy I am in love with.
Maybe I am going all women’s...
Bridgewater, Jenn, girl$ night, Roxy.
Best way to get rid of a hickey? QUICK?
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Summer, I'm begging you, hurry.
Confessions are scary. When they are coming from both sides they are even scarier. You know the feeling where you don’t know whether to smile or cry? You don’t know whether you should be happy that it’s true or sad that it could have been true. I know this doesn’t make much of any sense. I always have all these strong thoughts in my head and I never have the right words to...
Movie #3 of the night
I love the Roku Netflix box we got. I am having Diet Coke withdrawls.
Anyone interested in buying a Nikon d80?
I have a Nikon d80 body with a 55-135mm lens. The camera is in EXCELLENT shape, practically new. No scratches or anything. The screen has had a hard plastic protector over it since I bought it. I bought it brand new complete for a little over $1100. Send me your offers.
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I continue to ask myself why us as humans look at, read, watch, or listen to certain things to make us upset. I’m not upset, I have nothing to be upset about. Maybe if having a loving family, awesome friends, and an incredible boyfriend was something to be upset about I would be, but I’m not. Instead of soaking in my complete utter happiness I go through things that no longer have any...
Decided to take this semester off of school and I am really happy with my decision.
Leaving cuddle time with Matt was not easy today. Getting to see my lovely ladies tonight was wonderful. Kayla G, Raquel, Vanessa, Savanna, Liz, and I went to the hookah bar (blueberry is definitely the way to go) and then to Hell afterwards for hip hop night which turned out to be a blast. Dan Lopes is absolutely hysterical and knows the best fit pumping moves, not to mention is a bomb butt...
I want to join the gym, I’m gaining more and more weight everyday. I need to tone my stomach, get rid of my love handles, and feel in shape before the summer/bikini weather gets her. God, I sound pathetic.
I want my M.A.C. make up. Not getting many hours at work results in smaller paychecks, which results in the fact that I can’t afford my usual makeup that does wonders to this shitty...
After hours of driving today, I am exhausted
It’s a little past one and I just got back from a nice night of dinner with my lovely lovely friends and picking up Matt from school. I am going to sleep awfully well tonight knowing Matt is about twenty five minutes away, and that I get to see him when I wake up. Maybe not quite as well as I slept cuddled up against him last night, but still well.
It’s a beautiful day out today, clear blue skies and a bit of sun. It’s going to be a thousand times better once it’s four o’clock and I get to lay my eyes upon Matt’s smile.
Getting up, making breakfast with Lindsay, showering, cleaning my room, and off to Worcester State for the night.
A month goes by really fast when you’re happy as can be. Happy twenty first.
“You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold pale white like the skin...”
– Brand New
Some girls dream about doing big things, becoming doctors, exploring the world, and discovering themselves. Ever since I was a little girl I was in love with being in love, even more than that, I was in love with the fact that some day, I would get married. I have fantasized about my wedding day since I was five. The theme, location, dress choice, and season of my wedding changed throughout the...
I feel a lot better today.
It’s 5:19 a.m. and I am still wide awake, my face is still soaked in tears like it has been for the past two hours as I’ve been watching The Notebook in bed while resting my head against my pillow. What is wrong with me? There’s a deep strong pain in my stomach and my heart is racing faster than ever. My hands are shaky and I can hardly grasp a breath. I want to drive to...
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I feel left out.
He just left, this is when I have to be a big girl and realize that everything is going to be just fine.
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I just ate a cup of noodles.
Friday was awesome. After spending my day lounging around and getting lunch with Em, Amanda, and Matt I got to spend a killer night with my closest friends who I missed the most. Getting to play ruit, play kings, dance, sing, and laugh with Vanessa, Raquel, Savanna, Bundles, Mark, Eddy, Josh, Katie, Kayla, Nick, Dan, John, Mike, and Matt was awesome. I seriously had such a great night. Vanessa and...
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heyitslopes:
Alright so mayyyyybe i shoudlnt have drove home, I think I hit a wall backing up, idk ill check in da morning. I got home and my parents were both on the couch. I guess they both worked things out or at least they assured me. Then we talked about my drinking and driving home, needless to say that wasnt a fun conversation lol. I just want to say thank you, I had an amazing night....
Getting up nice and early to get ready, get my pay check, and start my day. I wish I was in Boston with the people I miss most right now, but I’m not, because of this stupid runny nose :/. Today I get to see Matt and everyone, I am so excited. I need this day out, I have been bumming myself inside for days.
“I just got in a fight with two bitches I don’t even care about for my room...”
– Snookie
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Matt just left. He is just as sick as I am, it’s quite lousy. He looked so cutesy today. He goes back to school in three days, I already feel the absence that I am about to experience. Missing him is going to be quite hard. I hope this cold and runny nose go away, tomorrow is Bundle’s goodbye house party, we need a sweet playlist, I need to get my dance on.
I miss Savanna, Kelsea,...
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