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month

June 2010

It’s 3:06 and I can not sleep. It’s probably because of that lengthy nap I took earlier. What a mistake. I woke up early every day this weekend, I really think I deserve to sleep in tomorrow morning. There is so much on my mind tonight, about just about everything. Matt is really the absolute greatest thing in my life right now. He is such a genuine, hilarious, and amazing person....

So much coming up, I love it.

Tomorrow: work until 5:30. Wednesday: work and then AS220 for Remainder, Guiseppe and Merchant Ships. Thursday: Makeup appointment and Lady Gaga! Friday: Plymouth with Matt Morales for Remainder, Guiseppe, Merchant Ships, and Pete’s band @ Joseph’s house on the lake! Saturday: Work and then my cousin Katie’s Birthday. Sunday: Work and then Lake house for the fourth of...

Matt just called me

and we talked for a half an hour, it was nice. I miss that.

Day 6: A stranger.

Dear Stranger, Be my friend. I have some great friends and an incredible family in my life, but there is always room for more. I would love someone who shares the same taste in music as me, you know, nothing more than Brand New and Lady Gaga basically. Someone who won’t mind just coming over and watching movies, TV, or snacking. I’d like someone who likes to shop and talk about...

Just woke up from a nap.

Felt so weird to wake up to the dark, an empty house, and with a worse sore throat. Called Matt, drinking some tea, then going back to bed. I miss my bub and my mom.

Day 5: Your dreams.

Dreams, Growing up my dreams constantly changed from wanting to marry my dad to wanting to be a teacher or a ballerina. Now, my dreams are quite simple and pretty cliche but I can’t help it. All I truly want is love. Love that lasts. To stay in love. I know it may sound crazy but I picture my wedding in my head daily. I picture celebrating the fact that someone loves me enough to want to...

Last night was crazy.

I loved every minute of it.

Wake up in the morning feeling like Lil’ Wayne.

There's a lot going on today:

Portugal vs. Brasil game this morning, work this afternoon, finally getting my smashed window replace this afternoon, and John’s tonight. Give me my friends and my Coors Light meow please.

I don’t need to be 100 pounds or less than a 100 pounds to feel small or to not feel “ugly as shit”. You dig?

I NEED to start bringing my camera out.

I need to start photographing my summer outfits, my summer outings, and every day with my friends. I want a new lens.

I had a fire two nights ago. It was nice. Lots of friends came by and it was good to see everyone, especially Stephen and Mike Fig. It’s really good seeing them two because it reminds me of how close and good friends we used to be. I used to go on car rides and TB trips with Steve and talk about my feelings and life and he’d always listen and talk to me. Mike and I were probably the...

I can’t keep my eyes opened. I’m too exhausted. I can’t get up toleabe for work in an hours. my dream was wretchd klast nigt. i miss matt rihgt right niw. i need hium right right now.

Portugal 7-0, hell yeah.

I want to photograph my outfits everyday.

Tonight ruled. After work I got to eat delicious dinner made by momma and pops. Kaitlyn, Linds, and Matt Morales came over after and we played a great game of Cranium and Scatergories. Lindsay and I both put down ‘Itty bitty titties’ for something that you hide. We were meant to be. At eleven we all still thought it was early and went to Providence for a bit and hit up...

new fence, new pool, new deck, COOL!

Day two, three and four.

Day two: Your crush. Dear Nate Robinson, I know that it seems like all the effort you put into the season and the finals has gone to shit, but it hasn’t. Not only did you make Boston fans proud, you made your own fans proud. You won a game for us, and you won over lots of hearts. I know that if we are lucky enough to have as great of a team next year as we did this year, then the...

This is the youngest we are ever going to be.

Yesterday, work, Nick’s Grad party, John, Nick Alves, Vanessa, Raquel, Mike Fig, Matt Morales, Burnetts Mango, Izze grapefruit juice, portuguese feast, the carnival, cotton candy courtesy of Dan Lopes, Beach night, 90’s club/dance songs, frisbee, soccer, meeting two more Kaylas, wiffle ball, dancing in the gazebo, laying on the side walk, sand in between my toes, running into the...

The thing about competitive sports that makes me...

is how people constantly feel the need to put hate onto the other team. How about just being disappointed that your team lost? LA Sucks? You hate Kobe? The only reason you hate Kobe is because is so damn fucking good at basketball. Gasol is the only baby capable of being hated. I don’t care if LA wins, loses, or what. All I care about is Boston winning. Aside from that, let’s just be...

The only people I'm jealous of in this world:

Kobe Bryant and my boyfriend’s ex girlfriend.

I'm so fucking sad.

I wish I had the day off tomorrow so I could sleep, sulk and get high all day. That was a joke. But really…my heart is broken. I still love my boys so much.

30 days in life. Letters to: Day 1: Your...

Dear Bestfriend, At first I had no idea who this letter would be to. Throughout my life I have had many best friends, several of which I truly believe were the epitome of best friends, some of which I should have never called them by best friends, and others who I’m just not really sure of. I thought for a while before I began to write out this letter, I thought out about what a best friend...

Pancakes for breakfast, family party, Matty, Celtics, and True Blood.

Old Orchard Beach Beach at night Fireworks NH to see Kelsey Fanconia Notch Colt State Park Scavenger hunt Make tie dye Camp (even if it’s behind someone’s yard) Try something new Plymouth Newport BBQ Newbury Street/ Boston Frugile Fannies The Garmet District Go fishing Downtown New Bedford: Circa, Calico and No Problemo. Mystic and Mystic Aquarium Roger Williams...

Today's a good day.

it’s 4:30 a.m. and Lindsay and Kaitlyn just went to pass out on the couches. I’m not even close to tired. We just watched James and the Giant Peach and Fargo, online browsed, looked at millions of pictures, talked about everything on the planet, laughed at videos, went on Chat Roulette, picked out our Halloween costumes, and discussed having pancakes for breakfast. I love them more...

Woke up and ate scrambled eggs and toast while watching Twilight with Matty. Now I must work until 9 and then dance my ass off at hell tonight with Kait.

is so pretty. I just need more dresses, a pair of brown sandals, and a couple more summery cardigans. Next week I’m buying myself nothing but beardy and everything he needs. It’s going to be a good week.

Yesterday after work I got to hang out with Jenn, it was seriously awesome. I had missed her so much and it’s always great to see her. We got dinner at Panera which was delicious. Browsed at movies at Movie Stop and I did some unexpected shopping at the mall. I bought way too much but in reality I guess I needed it. I went to Matt’s to watch the game later at night. The game its self...

Matt why did you leave tonight? I can not sleep a wink and I need your gentle tickling shoulder, back and neck kisses to close my eyes. Tomorrow night is too far away. I can not wait to be wrapped in your arms with our feet rubbing as we watch The Notebook and you admire me crying.

Trying out some blogging, read it, maybe follow... →

My Cognizance 2.0: Desmond On Katy Perry On Lady... →

fuckyeahladygaga: “Using blasphemy as entertainment is as cheap as a comedian telling a fart joke.” _ Katy Perry on Lady Gaga’s video for ‘Alejandro’ Ok, let’s break it down. First let’s identify the fallacies of logic in this statement: Argumentum ad populum- So this concept of “blasphemy” is truth and… <3

Celtics you could have been the cherry to top off...

Matt, Dan, Lindsay, Em, Amanda, Scatergories by the fire, a million games of Asshole, PBR, Diet Coke, way too much food, spending all day outside, snacking for the game, watching the Celtics be behind by a small amount the entire night, and lose game three. Thursday boys. I know what’s going to happen.

Financial aid, student loans, Mass Grants, health insurance, prescriptions, and dental insurance are all too stressful for me to handle today.